chinese look?

good morning everybody,

terpikir plak tadi, do i have a chinese look on my face? bukan sekali dua ada org chinese dtg cakap cina with me. contoh dialog "how much is this auntie?" pastu dier reply ngan bahasa cina. dalam muka blur2 mcm x dgr saya berkata "how much?" dier reply lagi dalam chinese dengan suara kuat sikit. "aiya auntie, cakap kuat2 pon kalau sy tak paham chinese pon tak guna la" ujarku pula dengan sopan santun. "aiya, i thought u r chinese ma..haha.. sory2" begitulah sketsa senario perilaku sekian manusia di dalam alam kehidupan ini.

huhu, let the truth be known sy mmg keturunan chinese. belah my mom kat penang mix thailand ngan chinese. on my father side je ade melayu campur jawa tp dulu abah dok kata gak ada keturunan dari yunan. so, kire2nyer berjenis2 la gak keturunan yg sy ada hehehe.

Penat-day

hari ni i got a task to complete the replacement some of the part on the navy's pump. and that means i got to naek turun 25 biji kapal! nk tukar barang tu senang je, dalam 30 minit semua bleh siap, tapi protokol utk nk masuk kapal tu la.............. isk. jenuh dok menunggu jam ada kena tinggal hphone la, nk tulis nama lagi and my feveret part tunggu officer nk sign pengesahan benda tu dah tukar. adeh, berjela2 nk tunggu, out of the 25 ships yg kene g, arini dapat 3 je! of course la kan x semua kapal ade kat lumut, pasni nk kene g kuantan ngan sabah plak kot. entah biler la nk siap.....

anyway, best gak kadang2 dapat naek kapal, td first time dapat masuk engine control room. macam dalam filem era world war 2, and that ship (KD Inderapura) is a used US Navy ship. and of course the smell of the ship is just nice, i'm sure sape2 pernah naek kapal know what i mean.. some may like it, some may not but i like that greasy smell..plus the sea water smell as well.

first time doing survey

Name: Shahrul Zakri Zakaria
Sisters: Too many to mention     
Brothers: none
Height: 175 cm.
Shoe size: 10
Where do you live: Seri Manjung.
Favourite drinks: fruit juice (apple, starfruit etc.)
Favourite breakfast: prefer to have nasi lemak ayam (aik, kate nak diet?)
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: Yup.
Fallen asleep at school: sekolah biasa xpenah, tp kelas comparative religion kat uniten selalu.
Broken someone's heart: Never.
Fell off your chair: Pernah.. tapi tak la jatuh.. just kerusi patah je.. haha
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: takde sape pon nk call
Saved e-mails: biarkan dalam inbox consider as save tak? Kalau ye.. Yes i do.
What is your room like: sepah bagaikan tongkang pecah
What's right beside you: my office desktop
What is the last thing you ate: roti canai sardin
Ever had chicken pox: yes
Sore throat: selalu
Stitches: nope
Broken nose: blom pernah sebab sy tak pernah bertumbuk dengan org. (i'm a peace loving guys..eheks(gelak mengade)
Do you believe in love at first sight: Never have and never will.
Like picnics: If the place is nice and have someone to kemas2
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: tak pernah menari pon.
Last who made you smile: I always make myself smile.(wicked smile..muahaha)
You last yelled at: tak baek jerit2.

Today, did you:
Talk to someone you like: Yes
Kiss anyone: nope
Get sick: nope
Talk to an ex: no
Miss someone: yes
Eat: makan roti canai td
Best feeling in the world: waking up in the morning and feeling great to be alive

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: ade ke budak laki tido dengan menatang2 nie?
What's under your bed: sampah je, sebab nk sumbat ape pon x muat
Who do you really hate: tak benci sape2 pon.

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Sure
Do you have any siblings: yup
Do you want children: semestinya
Do you smile often: Too much actually
Do you like your hand-writing: of courseee....no!
Are your toe nails painted: No.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: tak kisah asalkan bleh tido..atas carpet pon boleh
What color shirt are you wearing now: light blue
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m: keluar beli mee goreng mamak
Are you a friendly person?: bergantung kepada keadaan, trying to be.. tp agak pemalu (apekah?)
Do you have any pets: dah takde
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Hehehehe (rolling eyes)
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?: yes absolutely..bawak melintas  my anak2 sedara
Do you sleep with the TV on?: kalau malas mengatasi segalanya...
What are you doing right now?: jawab survey ni kat ofis
Have you ever crawled through a window?: tak muat..
Can you handle the truth?: yes
Are you too forgiving?:  yes i think so.
Are you closer to your mother or father?: My abah
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Never cried sejak kecik. (kot)
How many people can you say you've really loved?: Friendship wise ramai.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: takde pon
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: nope.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: duduk diam2 ishtifar banyak2.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: sy ni pendiam orgnyer.
Are you confident?: yeah, i guess so.

5 snacks I enjoy:
-- Cadbury Bytes.
-- Pringles.
-- Asam jeruk mangga.
-- Fresh fruits.
-- Cheezel.

3 of my bad habits:
-- Suka kacau org.
-- Sangat suka kacau org.
-- Kacau org adalah hobi sayer...

3 places I have lived in (or WILL live in):
-- Mindef, KL.
-- Sitiawan, Perak
-- Seri Manjung, Perak.

3 Jobs I've had: (these 3jobs is what i’m having right now)
-- Company’s accountant clerk
-- Marketing Manager.
-- Pump Mechanic 

3 people i wanna tag:
-- sape
-- sape
-- je la.

Let it rock.. ekeke

start off my monday morning with the song let it rock!! haha.. semangat plak rasa arini. hope it will be a great day for me.. and for u guys too. insyaAllah :D

speak up your mind

there's something that i wanted to say about my trip to the US recently, i was actually been observing the people there and one thing that i notice is the people there really do speak up their mind and really passionate about the things they do. The service that they have there is just marvelous. they waiters there introduce themselves and they never have any lack of smile up their face. even the cashiers at the grocery store can crop up a chat with you in that few minutes you are with them. somehow i do feel a lot comfortable doing my shopping this way.

seronok la kan biler berjumpa dengan sape2 and even strangers, selalu aje bertanyer khabar like "how are u today?" "do you find everything u need here?" "hope u have a nice day" "see you later then, take care".. seems to be very polite, i hope that i can continue doing this here. tp ntah la, kadang2 bagi salam pon org buat endah tak endah je. siap pandang tpt lain plak tu! (sabar2) change is not an easy thing to do.

speaking about change, sekarang (while i'm typing this actually) just remember about a tv show my sis told me about in the USA. The Biggest Loser. this show is a reality tv show bertanding sape yang paling banyak kurangkan berat badan! and looking at it, ya Allah mmg betul2 unbelievable! and it is quite inspiring, talking about changing their life for the better. kalau ade la show ni kat malaysia, sy pon nak join lah. ooo, penerbit2 rancangan tv, udah2 la cari penyanyi yang top kejap2 je. buat la show yang beneficial for the people, and here's one of them. whatever it is, now i;m thinking of going back to my extreme diet again (x makan nasik je pon kire extreme ke??)

p.s: sometimes i hate myself for doing something that i know i should not do, and in the end i messed up things so badly. 

David Cook - Always be my baby

best lagu ni, original version from mariah pon ok la.. but this version is better la for me.. bleh berkaroke. huhu, jumpa masa pusing2 ternet time boring2 tadi. so, enjoy da song ya..

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

ternet mengong

ternet kat rumah ni dah mengong. bukan sebab streamyx kot, i blame it on the modem. suka-suka ati dier je nk disconnect. YM pon sama naek gila, dok syok2 sembang bleh plak dier sign out, pastu nk sign in balik pon bukan main parah. tadi try la re-install balik YM kot2 dia yg bermasalah, and guess what kena bertungkus-lumus plak merepair YM pabila dia enggan hidup. "there's an error while running the program" auntie vista bgtau. tension giler, tapi lama2 dapat la detect problem dia and termalu sendiri la gak sebab ada program yang associate ngan YM ni tak buang masa install baru, so ada clash sikit di situ. tapi!! lepas dah install up to date YM ni pon;YM 9.0 still bermasalah gak nk log in log out YM. pastu internet pon sama ja perangai. and by the way, entry ni pon type kat words dulu (offline) and masuk blogger copy paste ja.

erm, today i just done with my mid term exam. nak kate susah tu tak la, just takleh jawab gak sebab x study sangat, a lot of terms yg berserabut and sometimes bercampur-campur plak subjek elements of law ngan subject investment management. adeh, ape la nk jadi. jenuh tutor pelik camne la dok discuss issues on law dalam jawapan invesment. walaupon mmg ade kena mengena, tapi that is not what the question wants. biarkan je la, bak kata lagu enya-let it be.....

today i just got a chance to read the newspapers (online) and this news struck me. It makes me think of my problems. ish, dah lama x pikirkan pasal benda ni, plus sekarang tgh tak tau nak buat ape lagi la jiwa kacau but a part from that i'm thinking that these are the times that i need to put my feet on the ground and face the reality of my life. I gotta change! ish, bila la diri ni nk insaf... Ya Allah, sedarkan lah hamba-Mu yang selalu mudah lupa ini.

i guess i just gotta keep on fighting to have a better life.. what can i say, that's what life is all about ain't it? dunia ini adalah sementara, asam garam kehidupan for sure akan terasa, tanpa dugaan-Nya di dunia ini, manusia akan mudah lalai dan terleka. alhamdulillah, He still loves me and i always try to think positively in every way possible in His trials. InsyaAllah.