all has ended

today the baby no longer have a hearbeat.. and sekarang dah keluar dari ibunyer.. i donno why, but somehow just now abah called my sis and she told him that the baby is with her by her side! alhamdulillah she's not crying and speaks like nothing happened.. tp apa yang ditunjukkan tak semestinyer ape yang dier rase kan..

so, we'll be going to putrajaya again today.. and akan kebumi mayat after asar.. insyaAllah.. walaupon awalnyer rasa mcm tanak pergi sebab mcm tak sanggup nk tgk baby tu.. but pikir-pikir balik better go just to be with all the family, walaupon my other sisters are there tapi kalau abah dengan mak takde situ, it will not be enough..