UMNO

nope.. i ain't gonna blog about politik today. just ade nk talk about some of my thoughts on UMNO. macam semua tahu sekarang tgh kecoh2 pasal election party, and tadi ade my father punyer old time friend datang rumah. he is a highly respected UMNO veteran kat area2 sitiawan ni and he is one of the pioneers in this area. dier cakap umno cawangan sitiawan meeting (semalam kalau x silap) and elected najib and muhyidin as president and timbalan. and for ketua pemuda they have elected mukhriz (thank god it is not khairy!). Well the result was fair enough. But, in spite of all that dier cakap kat area sini, election for ketua bahagian etc. ada some people with their cronies started to play money to win the election and he as the veteran tentang benda ni abih2 and naek mengamuk dalam mesyuarat. tp entah la kan, ape dia kate pon kalau ahli makan rasuah and vote for the pemberi rasuah nk buat camne, itu hak masing2kan.

however tonite after having chatting with the old man and hearing his stories (he is 72years old). Best pulak dgr2 aktiviti dier join, badan kebajikan yang dier buat and it makes me think of how was my friends and I in SCH not long ago. deym I miss those days. bukannyer sekarang tanak aktif dengan umno, tapi tgk la time2 diorang ada aktiviti je sy ade kat KL. time ade majlis bacaan Yassin ke ape ke, I was in KL. abih tu camno la nk buat, dulu weekend aje ade kat KL, nk join sekali sekala pon segan gak. lagipon takde geng kalau nk g, kalau ade geng senang sikit nk start bergaul dengan org, dah la sy nie jenis susah nk mula bersembang. hopefully la ek by next year boleh la aktif, yet taknak la aktif sangat sampai meeting ari2 sampai 2 pagi!

joining politic for me is not about being a leader in the public. Politic for me is to extend our capabilities in helping others. and to do that, we have to find a leader that is like that in guiding us. saya pikir la ek, kalau join perti politik ni kene main politik for urself gak, make friends with people who is already somebody and learn from him, not the bodek type yang selalu kipas tapi make friends to understand the current dilemma and environment. takleh la nk masuk and tunjuk diri sendiri ni hebat coz sat lama silap2 kena sepak kuar bilik.. huhu.

anyway, this entry mmg berserabut. i got a lot of things to say but not all of them i put it here. all i want to say is really it is just good to know that there are still people who is concern about the people. 

part time student?

last weekend i spent in d office.. tido, mandi, makan semua kat ofis... semuanya sebab kene siapkan esemen OUM yang sikit tu.. eh why sikit tapi kerje banyak? sebabnyer ialah patutnyer start buat 2 bulan dulu tp sy terpaksa (terpaksala sangat) siapkan dalam 4 hari before submission date which was on 27 Oct. 

Alhamdulillah, in spite of a lot of chobaan.. siap gak esemen tu walaupon nampak macam tah hape2.. at least siap la utk tatapan tutor.. this friday and saturday, i'm gonna have mid term exam plak.. malas btol nk study.. entah brape banyak chapter yang nk kene cover pon tak tau. it only states that u have to study 30% of the module. hopefully i can cover that 30% one day before the exams. sebab study awal pon asyik2 lupa. (bad habit, jangan ikut)

Untukmu Selamanya

tak pernah aku mengerti
apa yang kini ku rasakan
kegelisahan hatiku saat ini

ku masih merindukanmu
walaupun kini ku tlah bersamanya
tak pernah mampu ku coba lupakanmu

sungguh tak bisa 
ku mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya
sungguh tak sanggup
aku berpaling darimu
sungguh tak bisa
mencintainya tuk melupakanmu
sungguh tak sanggup
aku berpindah dari hatimu

mmm... dok dgr lagu ni je sejak dua hari lepas.. very nice song indeed.. i've always been an ungu fan but tak perasan plak ada lagu ni until ade certain someone tu tersilap bg tajuk lagu.. ekekeke.. 

Lucky - Jason Mraz (Feat. Colbie Caillat)

Do you hear me, 

Talking to you 
Across the water across the deep blue ocean 
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying 

Boy I hear you in my dreams 
I feel your whisper across the sea 
I keep you with me in my heart 
You make it easier when life gets hard 

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend 
Lucky to have been where I have been 
Lucky to be coming home again 
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh 

They don't know how long it takes 
Waiting for a love like this 
Every time we say goodbye 
I wish we had one more kiss 
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will 

And so I'm sailing through the sea 
To an island where we'll meet 
You'll hear the music fill the air 
I'll put a flower in your hair 

though the breezes through trees 
Move so pretty you're all I see 
As the world keeps spinning round 
You hold me right here right now 

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend 
Lucky to have been where I have been 
Lucky to be coming home again 
Lucky we're in love every way 
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed 

Lucky to be coming home someday

my note: like all other jason mraz song, this song is really nice and smooth rhythm to it.. thanks to the person who gave me the song.. really appreciate it..

Iris

this is one of my all time faveret song...Iris from Goo goo Dolls.. ronan keating pon ade gak nyanyi lagi ni kot.. but still i just like the song don't care who sang it...

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
 
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive 

 

ape punya weng...

isk2, yesterday was quite a day.. got a full day of work in da office.. assignment pon wat secara pandang tak pandang je (jeling2 ja) mood berblog pon berkobar2.. so, ingat bila balik rumah nk la sambung wat assignment.. tapi guess what happen... pabila pulang ke rumah, pergi keluar makan sama2 my abah mak.. balik2 mandi2 ape semua.. tgk jam pukul 9 malam.. "banyak masa nak wat esemen nieh" bilang hati kecilku... lalu saya amek laptop kuar dari beg.. dan baru sedar tadi masa balik dari dengan bangganyer tidak memasukkan power adapter untuk laptop.. hampeh.

lalu sy pon trus tido.

things to ponder :

why if we sleep in the late afternoon and then woke up in the early evening not knowing what day it is? or is it just me? hmmm

pelik tapi benar

have you ever got something that u need to do urgently but at time also u are suddenly have the mood to do something that is tak berfaedah.... masa nk exam ke, tetiba je the most stupid tv shows in tv becomes interesting... masa nk kene wat keje, time tu la rajin kemain nk baca tiap2 news dalam paper and everything become interesting to u..

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I got three assignments to do and now and only now i got the mood to write in this blog! masa free time aritu kemain takde mood.. pandang sebelah mate je blog ni..

dah2.. nk lepas gian je nieh.. gotta work!