Work Trip

i'm going somewhere to do some work, it's a one week trip. 

Checklist :

Airasia ticket - checked

Spare parts - checked

Tools - checked

Beg baju etc - checked

Beg duit!!(selalu lupa) - checked

Hotel booking - main redah aje

Pengangkutan darat - teksi or bas.. tgk mana sempat

Ferry  - redah gak but got the schedule already

Contact person - checked

Cash - esok g draw duit..

Handphones, ipod and other gadgets - checked (benda2 ni jarang sgt lupa..heheh)

hurm, so.. i think i'm ready for the trip.. not sure kat sane ade tak cafe2 berwifi yg bleh g melepak.. kalau x jenuh mati kutu kat sane dengan kereta pon takde.. 

ekekeke

just finish the medical exam.. tahniah! darah tinggi dah kurang.. diabetic pon dah ok sikit. alhamdulillah.. and to top it off, saje nk uji otak sekali tadi.. and i got an IQ of 150!! sikit lagi nk same ngan einstein.. ekeke.. cerdik jugak rupanya diriku ini.. (perasan jap) tapi bak kata abah, "hang kalau cerdik mana pon kalau baloq (malas) belajaq tak guna gak!" terasa mencucuk ke dalam jiwa dan raga betol!!

i'm busy

i;m getting very busy lately.. not that i'm complaining coz it is good for me.. getting my mind off of my personal thoughts..

it is 1.43pm.. at 2pm medic dari etiqa nk datang buat medical exam.. aiyo.. manyak risau woo.. apa la result dia nanti ek. hopefully it'll be ok. insyaAllah. update again soon on the results.

wahwah

lama x wat post kat blog, dah brape lama gak takde mood nk wat posting. hari ni baru la ilham nk membebel sorang2 kat dalam blog ni datang.

hari ni i rode my bike (bicycle okay) for 15 km!! satu pencapaian yang agak baik setelah 3 bulan naik beskal dekat2 je. penat mmg la penat, tp puas seh. at first ingat nk g tgk wayang ke hape ke, tp takde citer best. nk tgk madagascar kalau bawak anak2 sedara ke aweks2 ke ok la gak, ni g tgk sorang2, segan la pulok.. last2 g makan kfc hot rod sorang2, and my review on the kfc hotrod, xsedap dan x berbaloi. lebih baek beli kfc wrapped tu lagi sedap!! (teringin la pulak)

hehehe.. dua hari lepas i make a deal with abah. kalau berat badan sy bleh turun sampai 80kg, sy bleh beli motor! and dia pon agree awal2 konon rasa sy tak tercapai kot.. mula2 i myself pon rasa camtu, then someone told me i can do it pastu tgk2 plak video youtube biggest loser tu.. semangat pon berkobar2... tu yg sekarang bersemangat balik nk naek beskal.. malam2 pon wat exersice seh dengan dumbell, buat push up lagi sorang kat dalam bilik (push up kat meja je la) huhuhu.. hope this can keep on going.. hujung tahun depan, kalau duit cukup, insyaAllah bleh beli!! 

nk beli motor aper ek?? meh nk tunjuk!

black is beautiful...

warna me'ah pon cun...

name dier honda vfr800@interceptor..jenis sport-touring bike.. cun giler seh.. awal2 ingat nk cruiser tp nanti kalau g bandar ke ape ke, nk cilok2 susah.. kalau nk beli superbike plak, tonggek terlebih and ramai org cakap nk ride lama2 penat and sakit belakang.. so, yang ni a lil mix of both world la.. huhu.. dah dapat nanti boleh ronda2 satu malaya usha2 alam sekitar.. dan aweks.. ekekeke

ape2 pon, kene amek lesen B full dulu.. ayuh kiter berusaha!!

Menunggumu - Peterpan & Chrisye

berulang2 kali dgr lagu ni malam nie... 

.::enough said::.

Didalam sebuah cinta terdapat bahasa
Yang mengalun indah mengisi jiwa
merindukan kisah kita berdua
Yang tak pernah bisa akan terlupa  

Bila rindu ini masih milikmu

ku hadirkan sebuah tanya untukmu

harus berapa lama aku menunggumu

aku menunggumu

Didalam masa indah saat bersamamu
Yang tak pernah bisa akan terlupa
Pandangan matanya menghancurkan jiwa
Dengan segenap cinta.... aku bertanya..

Bila rindu ini masih milikmu

ku hadirkan sebuah tanya untukmu

harus berapa lama aku menunggumu

aku menunggumu

Where does the love goes?

this is a nice song from eric benet and yvonne catterfeld. rasanya dah lagu lama, i just got it from someone, terselit2 antara lagu2 german yang dier bagi ada plak lagu english ni. and did i mention that yvonne catterfeld is a german singer. anyway, enjoy the song.

We could write the story of how we fell apart
But your truth and mine ain't the same
So I'll write the words into my heart
For the chapter that bears your name
How could people go from a feeling that words can't describe
To a place of not even caring if I'm even alive

The love that we shared, did it fade into nothing
Where does the love go
After all the dreams that we had did it vanish completely
Where does the love go

They say that love is a timeless energy, it never dies it just changes form
But it when it changed from the shape of you and me it took the shape of a raging storm
I'm not asking for second chances
I just want you to see
Until you take a look at yourself girl
You could never be free

The love that we shared, did it fade into nothing
Where does the love go
After all the dreams that we had did it vanish completely
Where does the love go?
The love that we shared, did it fade into nothing
Where does the love go
After all the dreams that we had did it vanish completely
Where does love go?

When it dissipates does it turn to hate
If you see me on the street, would you talk to me
For the sake of love, ain't worth it babe?
How could people go from a feeling that words can't describe
To a place of not even caring if I'm even alive

nak balik ke tak nak?

semalam balik ke penang secara mengejut gara2 mak dok ajak abah berulang2 kali balik penang. nk balik weekend ni dah x boleh, next weekend pon dah ade plan lain, next next weekend pon ada plan, waduh manyak busy seh, duit minyak kereta bulan ni sure naik secara mendadak lagi la.

semalam kat penang dapat la pekena nasik kandaq lauk daging dengan teloq reboih. sedap! abih diet gue bila balik penang. xpa2, dua bulan sekali ka pekena makan camtu (mcm leh cayer je..).

nk dijadikan cerita plak semalam nk tidoq awai la kononnya, mata dah ngantuk dah dalam pukul 12 camtu. siap2 la nk pi tidoq, pi la kat dapoq sat kot2 nk minum ayaq ka apa ka. sekali nampak kopi 'o' ada setengah teko, suam2 kuku plak tu. so apa lagi, dengan rakusnya gelas diambil kopi dituang tekak dibasahkan. aahhhh.... sedap, cukup pekat, cukup manis dan cukup umphhh! abih setengah teko sy minum (lihatlah tamak tak tamaknyer) and then pergi la ke katil nk tido and hantaq sms goodnite apa semua. pastu and what u might expect from drinking half of jug of coffee 'o' kaw.. mata takleh nk lelap! dah la tgh dok panas nieh, pejam2.. pukul 12.15, pejam2 pukul 12.20. "ini takleh jadik nih!! esok nk kene drive balik lumut balik!" pastu pegi la bukak laptop maen ape2 yg patut, lepas main tgk jam baru pukul 1. sambung plak main dengan ipod, dgr2 lagu sambil joget2 sorang2 sampai bergegar rumah.. (ekeke.. nasib baek tak roboh.) pastu boring plak, pi kacau kucen tido (tensen kucen tersebut bila sy balik penang). dok jalan2 plak ulang alik rumah nk bg penat kot2 pastu bleh tido. and finally, sampai la pukul 4 lebih baru la bleh nk tido...............alhamdulillah..

tiba-tiba.... (saspen)

tatkala mata ku hendak ku lenakan, tepat jam 5.45pagi... telefon SE yg setia itu pon berbunyi la alarm beliau dengan banggenyer. nasib baek hp tu jauh dari gapaian tangan yg mamai, kalau x for sure arini kene shopping hp baru. so, terpaksa la bangun amek hp dan off secara terhormatnyer. lepas tu, dah dgr azan subuh, semayang cepat2 and tido. 

pukul 8 pagi dah kena kejut, "bangun la lekaih, nk kena balik rumah cepat.. ptg ni nk kena pi jumpa org" and pastu bagaikan magik sy dapat bangun and drive balik dengan cergasnyer pastu sampai lumut trus aje masuk opis!! (giler rajin) tp bila dah sampai sini paham2 je la, trus jadik mamai n ngantuk.. rasa ptg ni nk balik tido je plak. tp rasa malas pon ade gak nk balik. (maaf kalau ayat berputar belit, sy tgh mamai)

nak balik ke tak nak... nak balik ke tak nak? hurmmmmm

BarrakObama wins the US election

just read the news, Barrack Obama have been elected as the first african american president.

erm, today however is not a good day for me. don't know what but somehow i got a bad feeling about today and my mood is not very good. nak kate pasal keje tak jugak because my work on the ship is better than yesterday. ntah la, maybe i'm having one of those day. need someone to talk to but no one is there to listen, for those of you who have someone in ur life, please do cherish them with all of your heart, because we would not know how long that person would be there for us.  

chinese look?

good morning everybody,

terpikir plak tadi, do i have a chinese look on my face? bukan sekali dua ada org chinese dtg cakap cina with me. contoh dialog "how much is this auntie?" pastu dier reply ngan bahasa cina. dalam muka blur2 mcm x dgr saya berkata "how much?" dier reply lagi dalam chinese dengan suara kuat sikit. "aiya auntie, cakap kuat2 pon kalau sy tak paham chinese pon tak guna la" ujarku pula dengan sopan santun. "aiya, i thought u r chinese ma..haha.. sory2" begitulah sketsa senario perilaku sekian manusia di dalam alam kehidupan ini.

huhu, let the truth be known sy mmg keturunan chinese. belah my mom kat penang mix thailand ngan chinese. on my father side je ade melayu campur jawa tp dulu abah dok kata gak ada keturunan dari yunan. so, kire2nyer berjenis2 la gak keturunan yg sy ada hehehe.

Penat-day

hari ni i got a task to complete the replacement some of the part on the navy's pump. and that means i got to naek turun 25 biji kapal! nk tukar barang tu senang je, dalam 30 minit semua bleh siap, tapi protokol utk nk masuk kapal tu la.............. isk. jenuh dok menunggu jam ada kena tinggal hphone la, nk tulis nama lagi and my feveret part tunggu officer nk sign pengesahan benda tu dah tukar. adeh, berjela2 nk tunggu, out of the 25 ships yg kene g, arini dapat 3 je! of course la kan x semua kapal ade kat lumut, pasni nk kene g kuantan ngan sabah plak kot. entah biler la nk siap.....

anyway, best gak kadang2 dapat naek kapal, td first time dapat masuk engine control room. macam dalam filem era world war 2, and that ship (KD Inderapura) is a used US Navy ship. and of course the smell of the ship is just nice, i'm sure sape2 pernah naek kapal know what i mean.. some may like it, some may not but i like that greasy smell..plus the sea water smell as well.

first time doing survey

Name: Shahrul Zakri Zakaria
Sisters: Too many to mention     
Brothers: none
Height: 175 cm.
Shoe size: 10
Where do you live: Seri Manjung.
Favourite drinks: fruit juice (apple, starfruit etc.)
Favourite breakfast: prefer to have nasi lemak ayam (aik, kate nak diet?)
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: Yup.
Fallen asleep at school: sekolah biasa xpenah, tp kelas comparative religion kat uniten selalu.
Broken someone's heart: Never.
Fell off your chair: Pernah.. tapi tak la jatuh.. just kerusi patah je.. haha
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: takde sape pon nk call
Saved e-mails: biarkan dalam inbox consider as save tak? Kalau ye.. Yes i do.
What is your room like: sepah bagaikan tongkang pecah
What's right beside you: my office desktop
What is the last thing you ate: roti canai sardin
Ever had chicken pox: yes
Sore throat: selalu
Stitches: nope
Broken nose: blom pernah sebab sy tak pernah bertumbuk dengan org. (i'm a peace loving guys..eheks(gelak mengade)
Do you believe in love at first sight: Never have and never will.
Like picnics: If the place is nice and have someone to kemas2
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: tak pernah menari pon.
Last who made you smile: I always make myself smile.(wicked smile..muahaha)
You last yelled at: tak baek jerit2.

Today, did you:
Talk to someone you like: Yes
Kiss anyone: nope
Get sick: nope
Talk to an ex: no
Miss someone: yes
Eat: makan roti canai td
Best feeling in the world: waking up in the morning and feeling great to be alive

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: ade ke budak laki tido dengan menatang2 nie?
What's under your bed: sampah je, sebab nk sumbat ape pon x muat
Who do you really hate: tak benci sape2 pon.

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Sure
Do you have any siblings: yup
Do you want children: semestinya
Do you smile often: Too much actually
Do you like your hand-writing: of courseee....no!
Are your toe nails painted: No.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: tak kisah asalkan bleh tido..atas carpet pon boleh
What color shirt are you wearing now: light blue
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m: keluar beli mee goreng mamak
Are you a friendly person?: bergantung kepada keadaan, trying to be.. tp agak pemalu (apekah?)
Do you have any pets: dah takde
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Hehehehe (rolling eyes)
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?: yes absolutely..bawak melintas  my anak2 sedara
Do you sleep with the TV on?: kalau malas mengatasi segalanya...
What are you doing right now?: jawab survey ni kat ofis
Have you ever crawled through a window?: tak muat..
Can you handle the truth?: yes
Are you too forgiving?:  yes i think so.
Are you closer to your mother or father?: My abah
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Never cried sejak kecik. (kot)
How many people can you say you've really loved?: Friendship wise ramai.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: takde pon
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: nope.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: duduk diam2 ishtifar banyak2.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: sy ni pendiam orgnyer.
Are you confident?: yeah, i guess so.

5 snacks I enjoy:
-- Cadbury Bytes.
-- Pringles.
-- Asam jeruk mangga.
-- Fresh fruits.
-- Cheezel.

3 of my bad habits:
-- Suka kacau org.
-- Sangat suka kacau org.
-- Kacau org adalah hobi sayer...

3 places I have lived in (or WILL live in):
-- Mindef, KL.
-- Sitiawan, Perak
-- Seri Manjung, Perak.

3 Jobs I've had: (these 3jobs is what i’m having right now)
-- Company’s accountant clerk
-- Marketing Manager.
-- Pump Mechanic 

3 people i wanna tag:
-- sape
-- sape
-- je la.

Let it rock.. ekeke

start off my monday morning with the song let it rock!! haha.. semangat plak rasa arini. hope it will be a great day for me.. and for u guys too. insyaAllah :D

speak up your mind

there's something that i wanted to say about my trip to the US recently, i was actually been observing the people there and one thing that i notice is the people there really do speak up their mind and really passionate about the things they do. The service that they have there is just marvelous. they waiters there introduce themselves and they never have any lack of smile up their face. even the cashiers at the grocery store can crop up a chat with you in that few minutes you are with them. somehow i do feel a lot comfortable doing my shopping this way.

seronok la kan biler berjumpa dengan sape2 and even strangers, selalu aje bertanyer khabar like "how are u today?" "do you find everything u need here?" "hope u have a nice day" "see you later then, take care".. seems to be very polite, i hope that i can continue doing this here. tp ntah la, kadang2 bagi salam pon org buat endah tak endah je. siap pandang tpt lain plak tu! (sabar2) change is not an easy thing to do.

speaking about change, sekarang (while i'm typing this actually) just remember about a tv show my sis told me about in the USA. The Biggest Loser. this show is a reality tv show bertanding sape yang paling banyak kurangkan berat badan! and looking at it, ya Allah mmg betul2 unbelievable! and it is quite inspiring, talking about changing their life for the better. kalau ade la show ni kat malaysia, sy pon nak join lah. ooo, penerbit2 rancangan tv, udah2 la cari penyanyi yang top kejap2 je. buat la show yang beneficial for the people, and here's one of them. whatever it is, now i;m thinking of going back to my extreme diet again (x makan nasik je pon kire extreme ke??)

p.s: sometimes i hate myself for doing something that i know i should not do, and in the end i messed up things so badly. 

David Cook - Always be my baby

best lagu ni, original version from mariah pon ok la.. but this version is better la for me.. bleh berkaroke. huhu, jumpa masa pusing2 ternet time boring2 tadi. so, enjoy da song ya..

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

ternet mengong

ternet kat rumah ni dah mengong. bukan sebab streamyx kot, i blame it on the modem. suka-suka ati dier je nk disconnect. YM pon sama naek gila, dok syok2 sembang bleh plak dier sign out, pastu nk sign in balik pon bukan main parah. tadi try la re-install balik YM kot2 dia yg bermasalah, and guess what kena bertungkus-lumus plak merepair YM pabila dia enggan hidup. "there's an error while running the program" auntie vista bgtau. tension giler, tapi lama2 dapat la detect problem dia and termalu sendiri la gak sebab ada program yang associate ngan YM ni tak buang masa install baru, so ada clash sikit di situ. tapi!! lepas dah install up to date YM ni pon;YM 9.0 still bermasalah gak nk log in log out YM. pastu internet pon sama ja perangai. and by the way, entry ni pon type kat words dulu (offline) and masuk blogger copy paste ja.

erm, today i just done with my mid term exam. nak kate susah tu tak la, just takleh jawab gak sebab x study sangat, a lot of terms yg berserabut and sometimes bercampur-campur plak subjek elements of law ngan subject investment management. adeh, ape la nk jadi. jenuh tutor pelik camne la dok discuss issues on law dalam jawapan invesment. walaupon mmg ade kena mengena, tapi that is not what the question wants. biarkan je la, bak kata lagu enya-let it be.....

today i just got a chance to read the newspapers (online) and this news struck me. It makes me think of my problems. ish, dah lama x pikirkan pasal benda ni, plus sekarang tgh tak tau nak buat ape lagi la jiwa kacau but a part from that i'm thinking that these are the times that i need to put my feet on the ground and face the reality of my life. I gotta change! ish, bila la diri ni nk insaf... Ya Allah, sedarkan lah hamba-Mu yang selalu mudah lupa ini.

i guess i just gotta keep on fighting to have a better life.. what can i say, that's what life is all about ain't it? dunia ini adalah sementara, asam garam kehidupan for sure akan terasa, tanpa dugaan-Nya di dunia ini, manusia akan mudah lalai dan terleka. alhamdulillah, He still loves me and i always try to think positively in every way possible in His trials. InsyaAllah.

UMNO

nope.. i ain't gonna blog about politik today. just ade nk talk about some of my thoughts on UMNO. macam semua tahu sekarang tgh kecoh2 pasal election party, and tadi ade my father punyer old time friend datang rumah. he is a highly respected UMNO veteran kat area2 sitiawan ni and he is one of the pioneers in this area. dier cakap umno cawangan sitiawan meeting (semalam kalau x silap) and elected najib and muhyidin as president and timbalan. and for ketua pemuda they have elected mukhriz (thank god it is not khairy!). Well the result was fair enough. But, in spite of all that dier cakap kat area sini, election for ketua bahagian etc. ada some people with their cronies started to play money to win the election and he as the veteran tentang benda ni abih2 and naek mengamuk dalam mesyuarat. tp entah la kan, ape dia kate pon kalau ahli makan rasuah and vote for the pemberi rasuah nk buat camne, itu hak masing2kan.

however tonite after having chatting with the old man and hearing his stories (he is 72years old). Best pulak dgr2 aktiviti dier join, badan kebajikan yang dier buat and it makes me think of how was my friends and I in SCH not long ago. deym I miss those days. bukannyer sekarang tanak aktif dengan umno, tapi tgk la time2 diorang ada aktiviti je sy ade kat KL. time ade majlis bacaan Yassin ke ape ke, I was in KL. abih tu camno la nk buat, dulu weekend aje ade kat KL, nk join sekali sekala pon segan gak. lagipon takde geng kalau nk g, kalau ade geng senang sikit nk start bergaul dengan org, dah la sy nie jenis susah nk mula bersembang. hopefully la ek by next year boleh la aktif, yet taknak la aktif sangat sampai meeting ari2 sampai 2 pagi!

joining politic for me is not about being a leader in the public. Politic for me is to extend our capabilities in helping others. and to do that, we have to find a leader that is like that in guiding us. saya pikir la ek, kalau join perti politik ni kene main politik for urself gak, make friends with people who is already somebody and learn from him, not the bodek type yang selalu kipas tapi make friends to understand the current dilemma and environment. takleh la nk masuk and tunjuk diri sendiri ni hebat coz sat lama silap2 kena sepak kuar bilik.. huhu.

anyway, this entry mmg berserabut. i got a lot of things to say but not all of them i put it here. all i want to say is really it is just good to know that there are still people who is concern about the people. 

part time student?

last weekend i spent in d office.. tido, mandi, makan semua kat ofis... semuanya sebab kene siapkan esemen OUM yang sikit tu.. eh why sikit tapi kerje banyak? sebabnyer ialah patutnyer start buat 2 bulan dulu tp sy terpaksa (terpaksala sangat) siapkan dalam 4 hari before submission date which was on 27 Oct. 

Alhamdulillah, in spite of a lot of chobaan.. siap gak esemen tu walaupon nampak macam tah hape2.. at least siap la utk tatapan tutor.. this friday and saturday, i'm gonna have mid term exam plak.. malas btol nk study.. entah brape banyak chapter yang nk kene cover pon tak tau. it only states that u have to study 30% of the module. hopefully i can cover that 30% one day before the exams. sebab study awal pon asyik2 lupa. (bad habit, jangan ikut)

Untukmu Selamanya

tak pernah aku mengerti
apa yang kini ku rasakan
kegelisahan hatiku saat ini

ku masih merindukanmu
walaupun kini ku tlah bersamanya
tak pernah mampu ku coba lupakanmu

sungguh tak bisa 
ku mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya
sungguh tak sanggup
aku berpaling darimu
sungguh tak bisa
mencintainya tuk melupakanmu
sungguh tak sanggup
aku berpindah dari hatimu

mmm... dok dgr lagu ni je sejak dua hari lepas.. very nice song indeed.. i've always been an ungu fan but tak perasan plak ada lagu ni until ade certain someone tu tersilap bg tajuk lagu.. ekekeke.. 

Lucky - Jason Mraz (Feat. Colbie Caillat)

Do you hear me, 

Talking to you 
Across the water across the deep blue ocean 
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying 

Boy I hear you in my dreams 
I feel your whisper across the sea 
I keep you with me in my heart 
You make it easier when life gets hard 

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend 
Lucky to have been where I have been 
Lucky to be coming home again 
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh 

They don't know how long it takes 
Waiting for a love like this 
Every time we say goodbye 
I wish we had one more kiss 
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will 

And so I'm sailing through the sea 
To an island where we'll meet 
You'll hear the music fill the air 
I'll put a flower in your hair 

though the breezes through trees 
Move so pretty you're all I see 
As the world keeps spinning round 
You hold me right here right now 

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend 
Lucky to have been where I have been 
Lucky to be coming home again 
Lucky we're in love every way 
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed 

Lucky to be coming home someday

my note: like all other jason mraz song, this song is really nice and smooth rhythm to it.. thanks to the person who gave me the song.. really appreciate it..

Iris

this is one of my all time faveret song...Iris from Goo goo Dolls.. ronan keating pon ade gak nyanyi lagi ni kot.. but still i just like the song don't care who sang it...

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
 
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive 

 

ape punya weng...

isk2, yesterday was quite a day.. got a full day of work in da office.. assignment pon wat secara pandang tak pandang je (jeling2 ja) mood berblog pon berkobar2.. so, ingat bila balik rumah nk la sambung wat assignment.. tapi guess what happen... pabila pulang ke rumah, pergi keluar makan sama2 my abah mak.. balik2 mandi2 ape semua.. tgk jam pukul 9 malam.. "banyak masa nak wat esemen nieh" bilang hati kecilku... lalu saya amek laptop kuar dari beg.. dan baru sedar tadi masa balik dari dengan bangganyer tidak memasukkan power adapter untuk laptop.. hampeh.

lalu sy pon trus tido.

things to ponder :

why if we sleep in the late afternoon and then woke up in the early evening not knowing what day it is? or is it just me? hmmm

pelik tapi benar

have you ever got something that u need to do urgently but at time also u are suddenly have the mood to do something that is tak berfaedah.... masa nk exam ke, tetiba je the most stupid tv shows in tv becomes interesting... masa nk kene wat keje, time tu la rajin kemain nk baca tiap2 news dalam paper and everything become interesting to u..

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I got three assignments to do and now and only now i got the mood to write in this blog! masa free time aritu kemain takde mood.. pandang sebelah mate je blog ni..

dah2.. nk lepas gian je nieh.. gotta work!

Deaf girl playing violin

seen this video on metacafe yesterday.. very nice indeed.. 

girl : Why am i different from others?

old man : Why do you have to be like others?

gotta love this quote.. and the violin is truly mesmerizing.. 

in the end... this video is a commercial for pantene shampoo!! ape ke hal la panjang beno iklan shampoo.. hhuhuh.. but the kerambutan-kerambutin dalam video ni mmg marbeles.. i looike.. ekekeke

by the way.. the music is a mozart classic- Canon D.. enjoy

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Projek baaek punya

"aku tgk rumah org semua ada lampu lawa2.. rumah aku ada anak laki sorang ni.. tadak pon sapa teringin nk pasang lampu"

begitulah ayat yang ku dengar dari ayahanda sejak 5 hari lalu.. berkali2 dan berulang2 menyebabkan perasaan menjadi electrician lampu berkobar2.. tp apakan daya.. kemalasan mengatasi segalanya.. tetapi malas takleh lama2..

jesteru itu,(ayat skema plak) tadi g kedai beli lampu liplap2.. beli yang tube 10 meter punya (RM53.90) ngan yang LED sebijik2 punya (RM23.90).. 

panjat kerusi, panjat batu, panjat kereta pasang kat awning depan rumah ngan kat bumbung patio tepi nieh.. and the result is quite sepah la.. ekeke.. tp tgk la malam ni, kot2 dah berlampu jadi anggun dan menawan kot.. tgk je la masa tangkap gambar malam ni..

Lebaran ini

raya aidilfitri is coming.. so, i wanna wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya.. be careful on the road and beraya pon biarlah berpada-pada dan sampaikan salam saya kepada semua ahli keluarga..

btw, the lyrics on the picture is from my favourite raya song.. lebaran ini.. enjoy..

Aquarius man

saje2 bace2 random blog.. and i encounter this~ walaupon x percaya benda ni.. tp kadang2 terasa gak ada betulnyer.. ekeke...

AQUARIUS MAN

Hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his way. He can suddenly decide to do something without thinking of its outcome. He is the type of guy with an inside energizer, so if you fall in love with this type of guy be "patient", even if you have to follow him a bit. His creative mind could create fantastic idea any time. If you do not understand or cannot follow him, you won't be with him for long.

A man in this Zodiac will less likely to have a pale skin, and if he has a scar, it would be on his face or on his head. He moves very fast and very energetic, and he has a very self confident in himself. He is not the type to sit down and feel sorry or regret anything for long, especially with "Love". He loves justice. He dares to show his opinion or even argue about certain subject even he knows it might bring him problems. A straight forward type of guy.

He hardly lies except if he thinks it is necessary and he is not a good liar anyway. He will not lie to you about serious matter, but if he lies he will lie only a small little thing. He is gifted with the ability to be a very social person. He could talk even about subject that he has no knowledge of. He interests only at the present time and look at the world positively. Many times he feels hurt because of reality, but he will not run away and he will overcome that difficulty.

Even he is a high and self confident type and centred his own thought as a main focus, but at the same time he is a kind, cute and polite guy. He certainly is not a mean person. He likes to help people who are in troubles even he is not asked to. He is the type who feels sorry if you remember bad things he said to you that he had already forgotten, but you did not. Belief that he is very sorry and give him another chance.

Once he decides to do something, he will put all his mind and energy in it either in his "Work", or "Love". He is the type who gambles anything in the casino, so do not even take him there. He does not like pessimistic, low energy, and depress person, especially no brain. Strangely he likes to overpower this type of people to assure that he is more superior.

He likes to be the first person to do something. You can see sparkling in his eyes, once he meets a new target or new lover. Once he is in love, he will act as if he never has love like this before. This minute he could be real sugar sweet, and later he could also be an icy cold, but do not blame him for that will only chase him away. He could fall in love again with another girl and act again like he never has this kind of love before. He could really love someone, but not a heart broken type for he thinks love is "excitement" and "Love goes on".

If you date this kind of guy, do not or avoid showing your face to him with face pack, face mask, always be presentable, nice and cute. If he is quiet, it is not because he is shy, but he is only quietly thinking. If you have a chance to ask his X-girlfriend, she will tell you that he is not a shy or quiet type. If he is really and truly in love with you, he will never lie to you at all. How do you know if he loves you, bet on your faith! Love him and treat him steadily and do not try to find anything to argue with him, he will be with you for sure.

If you are his lover or girlfriend and need to tell him something, go and say it out loud and straight forward because he hate long boring story. He hates to play games, chasing for love or being chased, so let him call you first. He likes a confident woman who also a good follower. If he gets mad at you, let him be for only a short time he will be normal again. You have to like and be able to get along with his friends, but he does not have to do so with all your friends.

Don't ever think you could make him jealous by flirting with other man; he will just leave instead of making a scene because he is a confident man and has to be the first in everything.

the video has funnie

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Selamat Menyambut Ramadan 1429H

Just a quick update to wish selamat berpuasa kepada semua umat Islam seluruh dunia...

Randy Pausch (October 23, 1960 – July 25, 2008)

The Last Lecture.. an awesome book wrote by Dr Randy Pausch.. my entry on this book can be reach here. 

last night, one of my adeq angkat whom i briefly talk about the book told me that the author have died on 25th July 2008.. lama x tgk2 citer pasal dier and skrang tau2 je dier dah meninggal.. hurm, last video i've seen him is about his appearance in court requesting for a larger fund in research of pancreatic cancer.. that was about in May i guess.. 

ape2 pon, sape2 blom bace buku tu.. try la bace ok... a great inspirational book and a story of a child in pursuit for his dream..

Merdeka + randon babbling

tahun ni rasa macam takde semangat merdeka dah kat malaysia ni.. manekan tidak, everyone is having a very hard time nowadays.. dengan harge minyak naik on june, skrang baru je turun sikit but it still do not have an effect on the june's inflation... harge diesel that largely effected the market price due to transportation cost hanya turun 8sen!! skrang beza antara diesel and petrol price is just 5cents! hurm, i'm not sure whether the diesel and the petrol prices in other countries are like this, just 5cents difference... now i'm suspecting that the petrol price reduction is just to amek hati the rakyat... and it shows that the price increase on june is just a drastic and unnecessary move made by the government... lepas ni diorang cakap nk set kan harga minyak mengikut harga pasaran dunia.. really hope they have a clever mechanism to run this idea.. the inflation in Malaysia is very scary u know.. the numbers in the papers maybe small.. but in reality it hurts so badly.. skrang kat pasar pagi pon dah kurang ikan.. sebabnyer, org tak ramai dah nk beli ikan sebab harge makin mahal and nelayan pon dah tak mampu nk g ke laut.. hurmm...

merdeka '08 ni pon skrang banyak di'overshadowed' by the infamous anwar and saiful bukhari case and the permatang pauh by election... rakyat makin terpinga2 dengan dia2 event ni.. yg mana satu nk ikut pon xtau.. last2 duduk nganga je la tgk ape yg jadi.. kalau bace utusan kene basuh ngan kerajaan, tgk internet banyak yang dok follow pembangkang.. and nowadays kebanyakan my peers are going for the alternative media and they are more keen with anwar... not going to comment further, but i'm really100x waiting for tomorrows by election result.. kita tgk siapa yg kena!! Mahathir himself cakap BN tak bleh menang, they can only just reduce the majority.. asalnyer dulu semua org BN pon kate camtu, tp lately makin bersemangat lebeyh plak....huhu....

Medeka tahun ni buat grand event dier kat mane ek? aritu g putrajaya pon bendera tak banyak... kat area2 perak ni pon sikit sgt bendera.. even depan my office pon tahun lepas yg berkoyan2 bendera skrang dah takde.. hurm, is Malaysian losing the semangat kenegaraan or they just lost faith in our country? last month or so, ade bloggers yg cadangkan bloggers lain mengibarkan bendera Malaysia secara terbalik utk menunjukkan negara kita di dalam distress.. i donno la ramai ke tak yang ikut.. but in the end i heard that lagi ramai yg tak sampai hati nk buat camtu sebab they love Malaysia.. and still haven't given up hope to save it.. 

hurm, just a flash back when we are in the year 1998.. that is the time when i'm or maybe all of us are really proud of Malaysia.. though we are in depression, but semangat kenegaraan tak pernah luntur.. the flags on cars back then are just countless, skrang bleh kire brape kerat je yg letak bendera kat keta.. minus the political crisis back then, the commonwealth games really put Malaysia in the eyes of the world.. (mcm lagu ella plak) Tun Dr Mahathir was respected by the world in his ingenius plan for the country.. our country are really developing.. everything was good.. (entah la, i was still in school back then..and abah is with the gov..tak tau how the economic depression has really effected the community)

ape2pon, selamat menyambut hari kemerdekaan yang ke-51 okeh.. marilah kita bersama2 berdoa agar negara Malaysia akan terus kekal aman dan damai dan dikurniakan dengan pemimpin2 yang boleh membawa negara ke arus pembangunan yg adil dan saksama..

Arasu Golden Village

hurm.. arini for the first time since i watch in primary school, sy g tgk wayang dekat Arasu Golden Village.. tu pon after they have renovated the place.. jikalau dulu rupa macam tpt terbengkalai yang banyak tayang citer2 tamil, skrang dah jadik tpt yang ade 4 screens seh.. *bangge sikit* once dulu masa diorang renovate ingatkan dah nk gulung tikar tukar jadi tpt nightclub ke ape ke.. rupanya bertukar menjadi lebih stunning!

i remember back then g tgk wayang ngan akak2.. tpt tu dah la ada banyak lipas.. kerusi pon mcm takmau bg kerusi je.. now proudly i can compare it with TGV and GSC though there's a lack of sound quality.. but who's complaining.. asalkan ada tempat yg dekat too catch up on new movies cukupla.. dah la org pon tak ramai.. td pegi pon bleh kire pakai tangan je org yg ade kat dalam wayang.. dedeq(nephew) tak nampak screen pon bleh suruh dier duduk kat tangge je.. hhehe.. and at last some place to buy fresh popcorn in this area.. huhu

anyway, much have happen this weekend.. been very2 occupied.. tok, auntie, asu and some of cousin come to the house.. buat steamboat on the saturday night.. that's an new entry by itself kalau nk citer.. but in a nutshell, all of the 'customers' are satishfied.. ermm.. just thinking maybe next week nk buat BBQ la plak masa my kak su n kakak balik.. (drooling oledi) and maybe another movie as well dengan arman plak..

walking in da rain...

it is just something very seductive about walking in the rain.. 

woke up early in the morning, it's a very lovely morning.. overhearing abah performing subuh prayers reciting the surah as-sajadah from the next room.. (tp sy tak jemaah sekali.. huhu) then i opened the window to feel the cold morning breeze running through my head.. aaahh.. what a splendid morning.. pastu kalut2 semayang ape semua n bace utusan online.. had quite a laugh reading about or Mr PM going for a ride in the komuter and LRT.. it has been years since the rakyat endure the "tidak puas hati" that he clain the service to be.. now and only now he cares.. hurm.. wonder why.. cheap publicity stunt!

enough of that.. malas nk pikir pasal politik skrang, anything i just keep it to myself nowadays..

speaking of the rain, just now it was raining..(looking out da window... still is) not heavy at all.. just quite right..and i go out to my car to get my keys.. and at first feel like running to it.. but worrying it will cause an earthquake, just quick steps will do.. hehe..

after some step, all of the sudden it felt really good walking in the rain and i stop for a while, look upn the sky and cherish the moment.. i don't know why, but it feel so good..seems to wash all my troubles away.. (lgpon it is hari jumaat, and people say hujan ari jumaat ni ada banyak berkat..)  i remember a quote saying people walking in the rain to hide the tears.. but i'm not in tears ok, just got a troublesome mind..

seriously, my walk to my car have been a slow march after that.. my worries about getting drench is not worrying me at all.. "lame2 kering gak.." i told my self..

hurm..the rain today is my medicine for the day i guess.. maybe you should try it too! 

anyway, although feeling so good right now.. but my work and troubles still there.. so.. gotta work!

Better Than Me - Hinder

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

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nightwiz3rd says:

been listening to this song last night(all night long actually).. i like the sound, the music and yes.. the lyrics.. (rock kapak sedeyh.. ekekeke)

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all has ended

today the baby no longer have a hearbeat.. and sekarang dah keluar dari ibunyer.. i donno why, but somehow just now abah called my sis and she told him that the baby is with her by her side! alhamdulillah she's not crying and speaks like nothing happened.. tp apa yang ditunjukkan tak semestinyer ape yang dier rase kan..

so, we'll be going to putrajaya again today.. and akan kebumi mayat after asar.. insyaAllah.. walaupon awalnyer rasa mcm tanak pergi sebab mcm tak sanggup nk tgk baby tu.. but pikir-pikir balik better go just to be with all the family, walaupon my other sisters are there tapi kalau abah dengan mak takde situ, it will not be enough..

Someone to save you

Patience
Took you for everything
Looked like a diamond ring
and you wore it so much longer than made sense
Apathy in disguise
Crept on you like a spy
Hurt you in ways
You can't describe

Back to the start now
I wont let you go this way now

Honesty
Is what you need
It sets you free
Like someone to save you
Let it go
But hurry now
Theres undertow
And I don't want to lose you now

All right
Sit down and spill your heart
Lets start from the very start
Cause i can see by your eyes
You're wasted
Your energy comes and goes
You taking your time, you know
Nothing can change what happened,so
back to the start now
i will let you go this way

Bridge
Chorus

Now
Now
Oh my
Look at your bright stars fade so
How much can you take?

Chorus

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na (x14)
I said to save you
Save you
Save you
Someone to save you
What you need is
Someone to save you

Sesungguhnya solatku, Ibadatku, hidupku, matiku adalah kerana Allah Tuhan sekalian alam.

my family got a shocking news yesterday, my sister punyer kandungan is having a problem.. tali pusat terkeluar.. and the baby is already in the 25th weeks of development.. and is still alive inside the womb (there's a heartbeats)

doctors at putrajaya are not able to do anything about it, they say that kalau bawak baby tu keluar pon for sure the baby akan mati... so they decided (this will sound very cruel) they will have to wait for the baby to die and only then they will take the baby out... thats a very depressing thought don't u think? ntah la, tak tau ape nak kater.. now at the time of this posting, the baby is still alive in the womb and having normal heartbeat walaupon waterbag dier dah pecah.. the baby is still fighting to survive.. MasyaAllah, this kind of thoughts really killing me!

Ya Allah kuatkanlah iman dan semangat kami, khususnya keluarga kami menghadapi dugaan Mu ini..

i got nothing else to say about it, really i cannot do anything right today.. trying to not to think about it and it's really hard.. just imagine how would the mother feel when the time comes for her to see the baby for real.. it will must be very devastating for her.. 

P.S: Setiap kejadian atau kemalangan di dalam hidup ini ada hikmahnya...insyaAllah

Food & Activity

08.07.2008  Tuesday

morning - herbalife shake

noon - skip meal

afternoon - nasik with ayam goreng n sayur2an

not much activity on this day, just going to the office and back.. bicycle kat ofis pon x bawak balik.. drive to seri iskandar at night.. does that count as a calorie burning session? mmm

fever

woke up at 4am today with a fever.. dah lama x demam, tetiba plak demam pagi2 buta tadi.. semayang subuh pon mengigil2 sebab sejuk.. alhamdulillah, after a few panadol tablets i'm feeling quite well, just having a minor headache right now.. rasa macam nk ponteng je keje arini, tp entah mana dtg kerajinan mengatasi segalanya plak today.. nk kata banyak keje, x la banyak sgt.. just keje yang menensenkan je (malas nk cerita pasal my work problems)..

aha, i read something from yahoo news yesterday, it was about people going on diet will be more likely to have better result when they record their daily food intake and activity.. so, i think maybe i should give it a try... for now it have been 2 month since i've been giving myself a "hard time".. though i never weight myself but right now i'm feeling great.. my diabetic still remains, hopefully it hasn't gotten worst(pray).. was thinking of getting my medical checkup to get the proper dosage of my insulin..skrang ni i just take my metformine.. itu pon kadang2 malas nk makan.. yeah, i know i never really took care of my well being... but hey, it's never too late to change kan..

"Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives."

Addicted - Saving Abel

best lagu ni... music dier very the best one lo.. walaupon lyrics dier kureng sikit..



I'm so addicted to
All the things you do
When you're going down on me
In between the sheets
 
All the sounds you make
With every breath you take
It's unlike anything
When you're lovin' me

Oh girl lets take it slow
So as for you
Well you know where to go
I want to take my love and hate you till the end
It's not like you to turn away
From all the bullshit I can't take
It's not like me to walk away
Walk away, walk away, walk away

I know it is gettin' rough
All the times we spend
We try to make this love
Something better than
Just makin' love again
It's not like you to turn away, turn away
All the bullshit I can't take
Just when I think I can walk away
Walk away, walk away, walk away

Repeat Pre-Chorus

All the sounds you make
With every breathe you take
It's unlike anything
I'm so addicted to
The things you do
When you're going down on me
All the sounds you make with every breath you take
It's unlike anything
When you're lovin' me

I cannot make it through
All the things you do
There's just got to be
More than you and me  

All the sounds you make
With every breath you take
It's unlike anything
I'm so addicted to
All the things you do
When you're going down on me
All the sounds you make
With every breath you take
It's unlike anything
I'm so addicted to you
Addicted to you

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aduhai...

from the star online..

KUALA LUMPUR: Datin Seri Rosmah Mansor who is the wife of Deputy Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak will not sue Malaysia Today editor Raja Petra Kamaruddin for alleging her involvement in the murder of Mongolian Altantuya Shaariibuu.

“I have nothing to say. I have given my statement to the police and that’s it,” she said.

Asked if she would sue Raja Petra for defamation, she said she did not want to address unnecessary issues because she had other bigger things to attend to for the people and for the nation.(*note1)

Asked why she would not address such a serious allegation, she said it did not matter.

“If you are innocent, what is there for you to address? I am not a politician and I am not running for any post. I’m just the wife of a politician,” (refer note1) she said Tuesday during the Asia-Pacific Conference on Children’s Book Publishing.

On whether it was true that bomb expert Col Aziz Buyong’s wife, Norhayati, was her aide, Rosmah said she was not.

“She was not my ADC (aide de camp). She was just an officer who did all my programmes. She is not with me now. She had a promotion and is back with Mindef (the Defence Ministry),” she said.

In his June 18 statutory declaration, Raja Petra alleged to have knowledge that two lieutenant colonels and Rosmah were present when Altantuya’s body was blown up on Oct 19, 2006.


P.S: sejak biler la org2 in the politic arena nk tolak publisiti?